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The Journey - Part II

The shades of green are all around...in shapes small and large.some are large and some tiny some are complete and some are just bitten away...as i walk thru these trees i realise that i am lost...lost in the trees in their leaves in their twigs in their flowers....more than anything else i realise that i am lost in my mind...so lost that i fail to see the beauty that surrounds me...the wonder of the leaves...the beauty of the flowers...the presence of the insects...the voice of the birds...
i m away from all this in a world of my own trying to find a way out of this whole thing..i complain bitterly of the loneliness and the crampiness i jus walk and walk....a
s i walk i look at the sky above....what a scene...it is jus a painitng with a blue background and leaves painted all over it...as simple as this is it is as difficult to explain its beauty...i stood there for a sec lost in its beauty...the scene filled me heart with a sense of calmness...the heart filled my eyes with happiness....
the world had suddenly transformed into the most beautiful thing i have seen... a morning ray of light thru the leaves....seemed like the the world s a stage and the lights are focussed on u...
as i stood there in tht light with my eyes closed and enjoying tht special attention from the world, i wondered if god does really send love in the rays of light...for wen i closed my eyes and stepped into that light i felt a sense of nirvana and peace within myself...arms stretched out themselves...and i stood there lost... lost in my soul....
i hugged my sun and my angel....left to look for my destination ahead....i walked and walked ....this time the leaves were more greener....the birds were more merrier...and every insect seemed to be waiting just for my arrival....
the journey seems long .. the path is blocked.... but i know i can make it...

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