Dawn I knew I was ruining my life. This wasn’t what it should have been. I wanted to change but where could I start. Everything was so wrong and so deeply rooted that changing it seemed impossible. I spent days and nights crying about it. Nothing else had mattered when I was with him. I had had the perfect life and I did not want anything else. But eventually he left. Destiny had other plans for him and while I thought I could handle it, I really couldnt. I was far too attached for me to be this far from him and it hurt. Hurt more than I could handle. Hurt more than I could comprehend. The pain took its course of action and what should have been mere physical distances between us became actual distances in our relationship. It only hurt me further. My world broke. It broke so gradually that I did not even realise that I was losing it all. By the end of it, I had lost whatever was mine. My heart, my soul and myself. The world was the same but it looked s...