Love & Life

the terrains are filled with brown rocks and shades of green...the trees...no they are not trees but jus half grown shrubs which perhaps cud not take the impact of the rays of the sun on themselves....how beautifully is a road carved by the side of these huge mountains....i go thru a tunnel and then jus to see the mountain take a left and for a curve....the road goes on and on further ahead curved to the right...and then turnes around another mountain.... the road is no longer the lowest thing down....a slight slip and u ll fall into the pit below....not the peak not the ground i m somwer in between and the road is narrow.....yet i continue driving...now i m driving not walking...i drive and drive hoping to see the path change but no...all tht i see are these roads alongside the mountains which jus follow a curved path... tha sky above is clear...for only hawks circulate...no they r not my enemies tey r my friends and my guardians for they r the ones who have been guiding my throughout...

The shades of green are all around...in shapes small and large.some are large and some tiny some are complete and some are just bitten away...as i walk thru these trees i realise that i am lost...lost in the trees in their leaves in their twigs in their flowers....more than anything else i realise that i am lost in my mind...so lost that i fail to see the beauty that surrounds me...the wonder of the leaves...the beauty of the flowers...the presence of the insects...the voice of the birds... i m away from all this in a world of my own trying to find a way out of this whole thing..i complain bitterly of the loneliness and the crampiness i jus walk and walk....a s i walk i look at the sky above....what a scene...it is jus a painitng with a blue background and leaves painted all over it...as simple as this is it is as difficult to explain its beauty...i stood there for a sec lost in its beauty...the scene filled me heart with a sense of calmness...the heart filled my eyes with happiness......

I watched 2012 the other night. Good movie and quite different from the other movies made around the same theme. Cos this one focussed more on the relations and the emotions rather than the graphics of the destruction of the world. what happens wen u get to know that you are at the edge of your life.... ??? what is the first thing that will come to your mind...and will u realise then at tht point that that wold perhaps be the last thing....?? my friend attended this course back home called 'Art of living'. Many people speak high of it...In one of its classes the participants were told to call their parents, whereever they lived in the world, and tell them how much they loved them. To kids who have not been affected by the cruelty of self esteem and ego, this was not a big deal. But the older the participants more the hesitancy. My friend is not fortunate enough to be that young. He kept pushing away this matter. He always found reasons to not call his dad and tell him how much ...

It is a barren land..with dry twigs and empty tress...no form of life...the soil is loose and the rocks are hard...I have fallen down and my face is on the soil. I can feel the roughness of the rocks on my face and the dryness of the air in my throat....for miles ahead and back and right and left i see no one... miles across... across this barren land i see the horizon and a lovely crimson pink ...a flash of the sun ...bright as ever... and brings hope to the eyes and the heart.... i struggle wit both my hands to stand up wen i do...i realise i am dressed in something which looks like rags to me...my hair is in a mess my shoes are torn... wht happens next is not a blur... but a gust of wind...fast approaching to take me into it. i run and run towards the horizon....run as fast as i can carrying my dress in rags....the wind is fast approaching....the wind and rise of sand swallow everything in their way ad are comiong in fast towards me..... i m losing my energy and confidence to run......

The other day i was cooking( yes yes i have started to cook) and my friend was in the kitchen as well. We were just discussing when suddenly out of nowhere she said ' Life me decisions lena itna difficult hai na ( 'It is so difficult to take decisions in life, right ?'). My immediate answer was...'yup'. But is it ?? I mean it is not taking the decisions which is difficult but it is analysing the outcomes and trying to foresee the consequences. We try to see wht would happen if i did this and what would happen if i did that. and then see how the series of events can result in something to our favour. works most of the time though. but not always .. which is when we tend to think that the decisions in life are tough to make. the trick then is to retreat from the usual hulla bulla hoo of life sit and relax in a way that works best for you and think about wht it is that you really want to do. You may be surprised that what you want to do has consequences that are going ...

Damn this blogging is just like life... there s no edit button for you to go and rewrite what you published. And i thought this was just an expression of life...If any of the readers were bored enough to move to this second publication, then I am so sorry for the mistakes in the first. I am still a new born to this process in life called blogging.. Love Dj as always....

My first ever blog..actually first public written blog. It is hard to scary to think how many thoughts a human mind can think in a day. Imagine the average man survives for 65 yrs also. If we had one container for each thought, would we ever ever be able to find so many containers. And it is so surprising how one thought leads to another and then in a fraction you are suddenly thinking of something which may not be related to the initial thought at all. If you sit and draw a line linking every thought you had just for one day, you will end up with a terribly complex. Why so many thoughts ? If you use paper..you either save it or crumble it and put it in the bin or the shredder or just use it to make paper planes to throw at the teacher. But what about thoughts ? Once we have finished thinking them and we move onto the next thought what happens to this one? Is there an internal shredder ? Or does it go into storage for later recollection. That cannot be the case for all thoughts. If it ...